I'm supposedly back.
But I'm lost in the myriad of my excesses.
Excess hoarding, excess stash, excess everything.
The problem with calling it in as "I've had enough" is that you're actually beyond enough.
The problem these days is the world is a mall. It sells you everything, the idea of a life, your life and you're stuck trying to buy yourself into being that person.
Still, I'm resolute to be ever grateful for the life I have. Confused as I am, the heavens have still provided me with most if not all I need - plus the resources for bonuses. Sometimes I feel I may have received a little bit more than I deserve.
So what's next? I'm launching (or relaunching) my daily quest for order- 365 days to order. I'm gonna list down one thing a day to do to get things in order. And I know somehow itll be much better than sitting with this almost impossible to do list I've had for years. One step at a time.
And I'll take you with me each step i take until I find myself out of this mish mash.
May today be my lucky day.
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